Friday 10 October 2014

Je suis fatiguée

I'm so tired. I'm so tired. I'm so very very tired. College is an exhausting experience, and it make me want to punch anyone who says that these are going to be the best years of my life right in the face.

Yeah fuck you person. These years suck, so if they're the best in my life then I'm completely fucked.

Personally, when I stop to think about it, I can't wait until my thirties. Cause hopefully at that point I'll have job, I won't have to deal with teachers, I'll be able to pay for my own stuff, and I won't have to deal with all this young adult angst bullshit.

I am so fucking tired right now.

"Enjoy your youth" I hear my mother cry. "Go out and socialise, be young, go to parties loosen up and live your life the way you supposed to (they way everyone thinks you should".

No. Fuck off.

I can't wait till I can have a grumpy old body that will match my grumpy old personality. Honestly I think I'm older than both my parents. Let me be grumpy in peace.

I'm so tired. I just want to not be tired anymore. I'm so so tired.